Hello! Let's see, not sure why I'm doing this actually...I recently found my fiance of 4 yrs on these sites and seen him secretly talking to a female I kinda know, & I'm honestly "crushed beyond words". Just now found him here on this site, and he was on 4 hrs ago it says....I love him so much, I hate my weak self, & I feel such betrayal and pain, I'm lost at the momemt! If you want to be with only one person, why cheat with multiple, neglect your relationship, and make them feel like their crazy or somehow are deserving of this pain??! I thought I knew you Deejay, I actually believed you loved me like I loved you! Now, just signed a yr lease less then two weeks ago, made good on promises to my kids for a home, and you've thrown me aside, like garbage! What do I do now? I never wanted to live without you, but how can I stay and keep allowing you to abuse me and rip me apart?? It's not teaching my kid's the true meaning of love, that's for sure!
I wish you hadn't lied, or maybe I wish you just never showed up at 6am that morning, telling me "we've got unfinished business"...
Why would you kill someone who loves you so entirely for everything you are? I can't survive this, at least I don't know how i can without losing mind all together! I'm broken and you are the only glue that can fix me, but i think your all dried up now!
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